i was born to belong nowhere,
to walk along rocks, waves, 
the ether of luminous plankton
upon the bed of the sea. 
i existed here before this day broke
over you, untouched like dew. 

but the sun rises and i am of a new language
re-establishing verbs with proper heart. right hand 
over my breast, i fetch coffee and 
yoghurt while you read the news:
“Hyacinths will save us”. the earth
must love us after all, in diamonds and in coal.

jitters before traveling sound like a key turning in its door 

left and right and you know, one way you are locked in;

the other opens you to all. now here we are.

my fingertips aching for mountains, lakes, 

places only we know that go on memorising you: 

evenings with orion’s teeth glimmering, 

days of scaled-back hillsides so wildly hungry at its calm.

it all went just like that, 

                   and we remain a little unhappy

                                                             as usually in love.